And on that day without plans
We all had agreed that a revolution was the goal
Angela said that a revolution lies in the principles and the goals that you’re striving for, not in the way you reach them. And Malcom agreed with her—by all means the revolution would take place with or without us. But Marcos had the last words, stating that we would always be able to question the means but never the revolution itself. That is when the words of Marx resonated in our heads. I remember him telling us that a revolution cannot be judged by its consciousness, but by its contradictions.
It all made sense now.
So when did the revolution contradict itself?
We got too caught up on the revolution’s definitive statement
We forgot we were the catalysts
We forgot we were the tools
We didn’t want nothing short of a revolution
But we stopped growing
As soon as we stopped caring
We lost balance
And we stopped healing
We forgot about the process
Unwilling to seek truth
We chose to not deal with our pain
…no more
And with that we lost sight of the revolution
We perpetuated the antithesis that has now become part of our process
To unlearn the tools of the oppressor
Realizing we were hurting ourselves all along
All we have left now is to hold one another accountable
Acknowledge how we perpetuate and contradict ourselves
Admit that the revolution contradicted itself
As soon as we began contradicting ourselves
Altogether we lost sight of the revolution because
We forgot about us
We forgot about we
We forgot about you and me
It makes sense now
The revolution contradicted itself
As soon as we thought a revolution only took place on the outside
All this time we forgot about the revolution within us
Let the revolution continue
Lets remember about us
Lets talk about we
And lets us take care of you and me
Audrey told me that’s a part of self-preservation
Lets help one another move beyond survival
To heal
And relearn to love
To be brave
And to see beauty in our existence
Let the revolution continue
At least within us
Between you and me
With us
together we heal